Weaponized autism

 I FINALLY finished my project - Whose deadline has been pushed off once again due to the disorganization in presenting the projects at our English class so far. They were being presented at such a pace that it took us multiple classes for maybe three each (Teacher wants to occupy one of the two hours we have each day we take an English class with something other than the presentation). The class still hasn't presented all their projects, the last of which are expected to be presented tomorrow. Teacher decided that we can work on them until then if we haven't gotten on it, and undertaking which I started and finished today.

 And the results are glorious. I promised her a presentation that would rock the socks off of anybody present in the class as it is being shown. Well, it probably isn't in the way she took it, but at least the english is intelligible.

 What I'm most proud of is the memes at the end. All hand-made (As much as a template meme can be handmade).

 At this rate I'll kill hte woman with weaponized autism.

 ... Other than that, I just want to say I hope Trump doesn't mangle today's debate (Tomorrow, very early in the morning in my timezone). He's had a shortage of failure to disappoint.

Today's been a bad day.

When you start losing so hard you start enjoying yourself along with your opponents

  Someone leaked a recording of Trump discussing some p l-lewd things and It appears this is damaging what was left running of the Trump train. I'm not too elated about this, but nor too distraught - If I wanted Trump in the office for his character I'd have given up on him much earlier.

 So it's becoming diminishingly likely that Trump will win. Guess I'll have to acquiesce with this.

 Also got yelled at by my parents because I had my door closed and couldn't hear them asking me repeatedly if I wanted whatever superfluous meal they planned on cooking next.

 These two events concurring isn't really a mix for motivation so I will have to put off continuing my pixel drawing (I'm genuinely rectulant to make that damn flexed leg because I might destroy a so far okay drawing).

 But I will finish it. I have to.

#I'mwithher

 Just found a somewhat old and discontinued app that used to be pretty popular on a site I frequent. Helps in premeditating how to prepare for the end times if Hillary really gets NATO to fight Russia.

I really like my tea, okay?

 You won't be getting me just yet, Ivan.

No title tbh

 Incidents occured whilst I was inactive.

 Two days ago two classmates decided that they would have some-light hearted physical fun and one ended up (purportedly without the intention) pushing the other head-first into the window hard enough to crack a glass door located closer to the end of the class. We have two doors because the area of our classroom used to accomodate two but the adjoining wall was torn down and it was refurbished for its current use. This happened Wednesday.

 Thursday our teacher had everybody in the class write a declaration each, and since I was on the other end of the class when the accident took place I very embellishedly wrote that I had no clue what happened beyond what seemed to have had. Coincidentally we had our dirigency class today, which was spent with the most informed witnesses trying to attest to what happened and discussion of other administrative concerns.

 I ended up getting myself in a situation where I acted even more audaciously than ususal (if one was skeptical of the possibility), when the topic of consulting the camera feed emerged. I ask teacher if I was captured doing anything incriminating by the camera which happens to be in my vicinity. Not being in the most tolerant of dispositions she tells me she'd have notified me of bad behavior if I was guilty of one and that the universe doesn't revolve around me (I've had the tendency to do some attention-demanding things so far in high school, hence her telling me this). I send a rejoinder her way about how relieving that was in a condescending tone, and this among some other insolent behavior which stemmed from another conversation later in the class which I can't recall* in detail made her rather frustrated with me.

 Which goes contrary to my d e v i l l i s h plan to scare her with signalling (partially) insincere depressive and suicidial tendencies. (In large part) (jokingly) hinting that I want to hurl myself from an elevated attitude won't have as large of an impact if I just bothered her a day or two prior.

 But that was about it for school. I'd like to take the discussion to another topic.

Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same? Would it make it easier on you if you'd got someone to blame? You said, Make America, Great Again, When it's all turning out, to be in vain. One campaign, we got to share it. It left us, Donnie, though you've cared for it. You cared for us, Donnie.

 I support Trump even though he is a pretty shady person, not for who he is but for what he could bring (or could've brought) about in Western society. Is it sad that this is who gets to represent the new right against the new left in these times of a shrinking neutral ground? Maybe.

 But there is something more opportune about why I'd like Trump to win. He's on good terms on Russia, while Hillary might just get NATO in a war with them. And believe me folks, I'd rather die alone of heart failure at 70 in a cramped apartment after a sedentary lifestyle and having exhausted all possibilities of the future's medicine than at 21 after getting carpet bombed by some outdated Slav fighter plane because I happened to be born at what will be the front of an anti-Russian war.

 I even took an Isidewith.com text for old times' sake and seeing how much I align with the other candidates ideologically. I thought I might be more #Ill4Hill than I thought but I unbeknownst to me I was still a Trumpster despite all the swaying uncovered corruption has incurred on me.

 Like the little narcissist I am I'm a sucker for being placed on a spectrum**, as would be the case with the results of many political and psychological quizzes. So again for old times' sake I'm going to post screencaps of how the website weighed me on certain dicothomies.

Over six varangandillion hours in MSPaint went into compiling this single picture.

 It's overall pretty accurate I'd say, but I'd like to clarify some things:

 I'm ranked so far off into the "Environmentalist" side because I'm very concerned about global warming and focusing on retroactively mitigating as much damage of it as possible. It's perhaps one of my most fervent disagreements with Trump and enough to make me not completely rue a Clinton presidency provided I don't get killed in Russian crossfire.

 But I'm only an environmentalist insofar as Humanity's welfare is concerned. If we could upload our brains in chips and store them in a space station or deep in the ground we could nuke the Earth into a permanently inhospitable tomb world for all I care. Sapient life is what matters.

 Another glaring section is the Isolationism vs Imperialism scale, which is a 0 despite being "more important" to me. I think it's because I said the US could make Cuba its 51st state along with being in favor of intervention against ISIS (Don't want to get beheaded 2bh) but would otherwise have the US eschew from conflict.

 "Populism" is also an odd one out. But I don't know the criteria they use for scoring it so me answering some economically left to some inquiries might have painted me as a people's person. I'm actually pretty authoritarian as far as the norm goes and I appear a centrist because it appears my extremes cancel out.

 Really makes you think huh.

 I've not started work on my pixel outline again because I've felt rather low-energy today so I suppose I will have no choice but to spend my day on memes and browsing the internet because I've been unussually apprehensive about drawing the fully flexed leg on the Griffin.

 I WILL do it, just not today. I'll have to rebuild my composure for now.

 But I really WILL finish this. And it will be TREMENDOUS. YUUUUUGE.

 

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 * - It's not fun and games anymore.

 ** - *Hint* *hint* Rly maeks u think eh...

CursorsoutforPicasso

 It took me almost the entire day to get from this...

 To this:

 There are some things I am very satisfied about - Such as somewhat fixing the proportions of the forelimbs. I've also managed to fix the wings (Though the one on the left peeks out at an incorrect angle - I'll get to fixing that) and the left side of the griffin's chest is too straight. The top of her crest also juts out a bit more than it should, but progress has been made. It's not as if I would've spent this day on something more productive anyways. The knight is larger in comparison to the griffin as well, and his features can actually be distinguished now.

 Is it slow? Yes. Is it tedious? Yes. But now I know a handy bit about politics and intrigue of Renaissance Italy and I still have a third of the audiobook to go through.

 And much more of a pixel drawing, while at that.

 A drawing which I WILL finish.

This is it

 I'm back from a long day of school, all prepped and ardent in my determination to finish that damn pixel drawing I set out to make. I've got an audiobook of The Prince ready to play in the background, and I'm going to play it good.

 I'll take this damn doodle and fix its blemishes as I draw the outline of the pixel drawing itself over it.

 I took the trouble so far and I'll take it through.

 EDIT 1: I've been searching for the layer opacity option in GIMP for a while only to find out that it was above the layer organization segment of the layers window I keep open at all times when I draw. That is to say it was in front of me all this time.

 Trifle. I'm going to do this.

 I tried to make the basic shape which is intended to have the outline drawn over it in a new stage for my new pixel art drawing as recommended in this guide.

 It's supposed to be a knight huddling against the chest of a Griffin. Cute in concept, horrible execution.

 But I'll still try to see this damn thing through even if it's the last thing I do because it's better than playing grand strategy or attempting to surf youtube but not watching anything at all.

 Is it still suicidial humor still ironic if you really want to do it?